stupid cupid

ahhhhh.......the sweet sound of birds chirping in the air. everything is so lovely when you are in love.

yesssss, i am in loveeeeeeee. i see everything through rose-coloured lenses and the world is beautiful.

i met him over the weekend. what was supposed to be a regular shopping outing has totally changed my life. having been married for so many years, i was beginning to tire of the drudgery of our daily lives. i yearn for some change, for some excitement. i needed something more to fulfil my life, to make me whole.

the moment i laid my eyes on him, i knew he was the one. i forgot the one that was waiting at home for me. it's strange....after 5 years together, i have forgotten his loyalty in just one minute. i am not ashamed to admit it; i must be true to my heart. what is the point of avoiding the fact? it will only hurt all 3 of us in the long run.

he made me feel like a woman again. he made me tingle and i could feel the pumping of my wanton heart. in all thruthfulness, my eyes had been straying for some time. i had been watching and waiting for that special one for so long that i have forgotten when i have felt so incomplete. the one at home could no longer fulfil my desires and needs. i needed one that could understand me......make me whole again and be there for me.

i walked up to him, looked at him with eyes bridled with passion, sighed and caressed him tenderly. yes, i whispered to him, he is the one that would make me alive again. my heart swelled with pride when he is there with me. i can't keep my eyes off him.......i had to bring him home. i cannot wait another minute.....i want to peel everything off.

damn! he was expensive too. for something so small and light, the new sony vgn-tx26gp/w vaio laptop sure cost a bundle. but if it means that i am no longer restricted to blogging at my desk, i will gladly trade in my old one for this new. and he is soooooo beautiful. who says that you cannot find true happiness with beauty?